It was the day after Thanksgiving. I came home from work and was
supposed to get my period two days prior but nothing had come yet. My period
has always been consistent and never really veered off its cycle so I knew something
was up. For the past four months, my husband and I were doing everything in our
power to try to get pregnant. From buying ovulation sticks, to downloading two
apps on my phone that tracked the optimal time to get pregnant, nothing
seemed to be working. We had just gotten back from a little vacation at the end
of October and had somewhat given up on “trying”. Our nephew was born in August
and we knew that if we happened to get pregnant in November there’s a slight
chance that they’d have the same birthday (which we didn’t want). So, we went
about our daily grind and seriously only did it once (maybe twice) this month.
Ok, back to my story…
I came home from work that Friday afternoon and something inside
of me told me to take a home pregnancy test. We had a few of them lying around
since we’ve been trying for a while and a few minutes later the empty white box
turned into a plus sign. I didn’t believe my eyes at first so I waited a bit
but it only got bolder and easier to read. I was so excited that I wanted to
share the news with everyone but I held back and didn’t get my hopes up. I
packed the test in a little cute box and presented it to Titan when he got home
a few hours later. He opened the box thinking it was a Christmas present I had
gotten for someone that he wanted me to look at. To his surprise he unwrapped
the wrapping paper and yelled “Yobo is this for real? Your preggo?” I told him
I had taken the test a few hours ago and that I think I am. We both shared a
hug and kiss and I told him to not get his hopes up and I would re-test in the
morning.
The next day I woke up and went straight to the cabinet
anticipating my morning pee. I used a different pregnancy test brand this time
just in case there was a glitch or perhaps something wrong with the other
brand. A few minutes later, two lines appeared and I yelled out “Yobo it’s
positive!” We again shared that intimate moment as if a weight was lifted off
our shoulders. All those months of being discouraged God had finally answered
our prayers. I still had reservations about the whole thing and didn’t want to
get my hopes up just yet. At this point I was probably only four or five weeks pregnant
so anything could happen. We’re excited about this new chapter in our lives and
look forward to the entirely new book that’s about to be written.
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